In 2002 I spent two days at the Geraldine R. Dodge Poetry Festival in New Jersey. Two years earlier I attended for all four days, but this time I was distracted by my flooded basement. I carried a notebook in 2002, and jotted down notes. Here they are:
Trying to estimate how many bales of hay it took to cover
all the acres of mud.
Moans from new arrivals as they read that Billy Collins is
absent.
Sharon Olds radiant as she described the “beautiful, healthy
spiders” that thrive on Duke Farms, and calling the main tent “a temple to
Ariadne.”
Shuttled 10 minutes to our parked cars. Getting off the shuttle bus, and then getting
back on when we realize we have no idea which parking lot our car is in, but
this one isn’t it.
An attractive middle-aged woman, normal enough in her jeans,
sporting a black cardboard mustache.
The annoying reality that in every panel discussion there
will be those in the audience who use the occasion to mount a soapbox of their
own, taking up valuable time—usually to describe an epiphany we experienced 20
years ago.
Ceclia Vicuña’s accent so strong, and her voice so soft, that it is many minutes before we realize she is saying, “Clit, clit. Growing.”
The food tent: $8.00
for a little package of eight sushi.
A drink at the Marriott:
One pinot noir and a Virgin Mary = $18.00.
A massive undertaking:
the basement/foundation for a Duke mansion that was never built. Room after subterranean room. A maze, really. And then the owner died. Covered now with mud and moss, and the
remains of trees that fell in. I stare
and stare, unable to turn away.
Staring, too, at the simultaneous readout of the poets’
words in the main tent. It is there for
the hearing impaired, but I am fascinated by its creativity. It must be done with a voice recognition program,
monitored by someone scrambling to correct its mistakes. When Vicuña speaks of mist being “the semen
of the mountain,” it comes out seaman.
“Burlap” is burr lap. My dog sometimes has a burr lap. A mother with a burr lap would have unhappy
children.
Franz
Wright giving new meaning to insufferable, Pulitzer or no
Pulitzer.
Two “church ladies” clutching each other for support as they scuttle out of the “Sacred and Profane” panel discussion, faces rigid with the realization that Mark Doty is reading a blow job poem.
Big soft dog asleep in the grass next to our workshop tent
on the river. Sun glinting on the
water. Sun soaking into the long, golden
brown fur of the dog.
Sharon Olds saying she had a desire to give everyone in the
room a cookie. C. K. Williams quipping,
“Give ‘em a car.”
Port-a-Potties that flush and sport mini-sinks with
foot-pumped running water.
Being blown away by a poet we’d never heard of (Aahron
Shabtai). Telling him later, “You must
have a very happy wife.”
Marilyn Chin reading a poem about a bad date, explaining
that displaying the mangled sword of Hirohito is not a strategically good thing
to do if you want to impress your Chinese girlfriend.
Two blind men with their dogs.
Friends raving about Jane Hirschfield, whom we didn’t hear.
New Jersey: More near misses on the highways in two days
than I had in the past five years. Fast
food restaurants that ask, “Cash or credit?”
Waiting in the middle of a line of 12 cars at a Wendy’s drive-through at
midnight.
Yusef Komunyakaa reading his poem about the mice that died
of fright at the sight of an owl: “…the
shadow of its wings was like a god passing over the grass.”
Mark Doty reading his poem, “Migratory:” “Only animals make me believe in God now…so
little between spirit and skin.”
The long, long line at the coffee concession.
The even longer lines at the book signing tent, spilling out
the door onto the grounds.
Komunyakaa softly saying if a poem contains too much
information “the passion of participation is denied.”
Mark Doty describing 99-year-old Stanley Kunitz as
“constantly open to change and transformation.”
Wiping away tears as Joyce Carol Oates read her prose poem
about her mother’s heartbreaking childhood.
Olds quoting Langston Hughes: “To some people, love is given—to others,
only Heaven.”